welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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we got married
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ( 6:44 PM )

YEAH! Exams are over!
Hoorah~ English Subtitles for the entire episodes!! HERE

Now, I really have to recommend this Korean Variety show to everybody, it is called "We Got Married", it is this reality show about 4 couples who are celebrities and they play the make-believe newly married couples who live together, doing activities (other than copulating) that will bring them closer together. All in all, it is really fun to watch this variety show, cos I can't wait to see the chemistry sizzling between each individual couple! I'm so intrigued and awed by the sweet romantic actions by some of the "husbands" (gush)!! Totally love this variety show, until I will watch the raw version first before the subtitles are out!!

Picture above
(From Left to Right, Top to Bottom)

Couple 1: Andy (Shinwa) & Solbi (Typhoon)
Couple 2: Jung Hyung Don & Saori
Couple 3: Crown J & Seo In Young (Jewelry)
Couple 4: Alex (Clazziquai) & Shin Ae

My favourite couples are Andy * Solbi & Alex * Shin Ae (it's a tie) and it is always so interesting to see the quabbles & cute make ups between Crown J * In Young. I totally hate how Jung Hyung Don treats Saori, like she wasn't important and I can't forgive him for leaving her alone to roller skate in the park, while he got really fired up with his basketball match. Fat ass. He has been labelled as the bad husband by everybody with his couldn't care less attitude and MCP arrogance.

Alex & Shin Ae
Alex is the most romantic guy in this show, he is really caring, sweet and romantic towards Shin Ae. The chemistry between them is undeniable and they really feel like lovers, with Alex being the one who is always taking pictures of the good moments with his polaroid, while Shin Ae slowly warms up to him and is obviously basking in happiness. What melted my heart was how Alex sang her a song (Like a Child) and bought her a cake with the words "Fate" in korean which (if you read backwards) also means "Love".

Alex was a cook before becoming a professional singer, and there was once he made breakfast for Shin Ae who was still sleeping, and it looked really delicious, while Shin Ae just sat there in amazement. I am always touched when Shin Ae revealed bits and pieces of her past that made her very reserved and cautious around people in fear of getting hurt. Alex would always try to get her to be comfortable around him and it is really nice to see them together. Once Shin Ae twisted her ankle during a boxing session with Alex, she didn't even complained about it and just smiled to Alex saying "Oppa, it's fine, it's ok" and went on with the filming. When Alex saw her in the ankle cast, he was shocked and during the sixth episode, he surprised her with a foot massage, applied foot cream caringly and put on her socks for her.

My heart melts whenever Alex does something for Shin Ae. Both Shin Ae and Alex are really likable and both are similar in that they appear to look strong cos of their strong physique but actually have a very small and vulnerable heart on the inside. I always beat the table and scream when things got a bit too intense or when something really sweet was done.


Andy & Solbi

I totally love this couple, they are so cute! It is surprisingly how Solbi manages to aegyo (cute) her way and Andy is always so nice, giving in to Solbi's request such as "Oppa, I want to sleep in a princess bed" or "Oppa, you make the kimchi". I like how Andy dance his Heart Dance, and how neat he is and how he is always so nice towards Solbi. I feel that Solbi likes him, and try to express her feelings for him through these nice actions. They gave each other facial taking turns to lie on each other's lap, wored couple pajamas, played pool together (the winner gets to bobo (kiss) the other person), fed each other zha jiang mian and wiped each other's mouth. SUPER CUTE!!! The latest series had the Shinwa members playing a prank on Solbi and Andy, forcing them to kiss on the lips when Andy was preparing to feed Solbi a strawberry with his lips!!!! (i think i kept shouting "oh mo, oh mo, ahhhhhhh"... then beats the table...was highly agitated but super happy when things lidat happen.)
Solbi is very good with her words and always praises Andy when he does something. I believe she knows how to stroke a man's ego and make them feel damn good about themselves. She definitely trys her best to be a good wife, slapping Andy's butt every now and then in public. Solbi actually expressed her feelings of jealousy when she sees Andy on other variety shows with other female celebrities (not all guys can understand this, especially those that aren't possessive and enjoy having their own space and time away from their girlfriends). Anyway, I like Andy because he is also quite capable as a househusband, always folding clothes, keeping the house spick and span, knows how to cook, nice and gentle towards Solbi who sometimes orders him around. His heart dance is damn funny and cute and they are the couple who have the highest occurrence of skinship (bobo). I hope they get together in real life.

Crown J & Soh In Young

You have no idea how much I enjoy this couple because In young is so bratty and always say hurtful stuff to Crown J who always have to take her rubbish. But Crown J is quite cute in that he believes that winning is not important and what is more important is that In Young takes control and that he is able to make her happy. The first time they moved in together, both of them had a quarrel over the bedsheets (In Young hated the white bedsheets and proceeded to bring out her own blue floral bedsheets) and the number of shoe boxes they had. If you noticed, both Crown J and In Young are the type of people who are very particular about their hair, their accessories (jewelry, ring, watch, shoes) and clothes. So it wasn't very easy going initially. Crown J often did push ups to let out his anger (good anger management). In Young is very demanding and harsh with her words sometimes, leaving Crown J lost for words. There was once Crown J went to Atlanta and couldn't go out of the hotel room because of the hurricane. In Young was so furious that Crown J managed to shop for his own shoes and undergarments and didn't bother to bring anything back for her (new products: clothes, jewelry, shoes, bags, wadever).

I still remember how pissed she was, when they unpacked his luggage while Crown J went boasting of his newly bought products.

She flipped everything over and said "All of these are YOURS? didn't you say there was a hurricane?"
Crown J said "I bought all these during the 1st day before the hurricane at a supermarket."
In Young apparently pissed "Dun they sell female undergarment at the supermarket?" and proceeded to step over his clothes and walked into her bedroom, fuming. That scene was totally hilarious.

She even managed to get Crown J to dye his hair brown, a colour which his mother hated and made him look like some dude from Slam Dunk. hahaha. Crown J kept complaining about the huge sacrifice he made to dye his hair bcos of her request to have a couple look. (Actually I hate it when Crown J kept emphasizing, it sort of meant "See, i did this for you, aren't I great?" Pls man.)
Despite being ill treated by In Young, Crown J always springs back to life and feels really happy with a sense of satisfaction when In Young hugs him when he made her feel touched and moved. In Young sure knows how to show her appreciation for Crown J, when he gave her something nice like a pillowcase full of candies on WHITE DAY (Korea's V day) and a pair of high heels. She always hugged him, once by the side, and the other time from the back. Damn cute. Despite her fierce and assertive behaviour (which is most of the time), In Young has a cute and sweet part of her and that is when she tried to coax Crown J from being upset and when she is really really happy with Crown J. I reckon In Young is hard to maintain as a girlfriend because she seems to be only satisfied by material stuff and lashes out on Crown J when he does something that irks her.


Alas, all things sweet and nice do not last. Alex & Shin Ae will be removed from the show as Alex has to start recording his new solo album and will not have time to spare for the recordings of the program. I will definitely miss their romantic feel. haha. Hwang Bo and SS501's cute boy Kim Hyung Joong will be the new replacement. Hwang Bo is older than Kim Hyung Joong by 6 years, which is weird. I wonder how it will turn out anyway. hahaha.

I will not bother to blog about the er xin fat ass who mistreats his "wife" Sasori. He doesn't know how to coax her and totally don't want to care about her. So sad for Sasori.

Check this variety show out on youtube, look for Coolsmurf who uploads the subtitled versions.
Ciaos!

All pictures and information credits to Coolsmurf.

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Sunday, April 27, 2008 ( 12:30 PM )

Jewelry is making waves in the korean music scene with their "baby, one more time" song and the weird ET dance move.. winning 7th times on music show programmes is no joke..

seo in young's mushroom bob hair is quite cute..oh ya, she did her nose..the bridge is so high!

MV http://www.youtube.com/v/KenqrbWuGIQ


Live Version - the fans are screaming...
http://www.youtube.com/v/-FhuFJJtQ18

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ( 12:00 AM )


"I Stay In Love"

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

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ai dake ga
Saturday, April 19, 2008 ( 1:35 AM )

Emi Hinouchi's latest single - Ai Dake Ga (Love Only) is so..............fantastic............that it's on my ipod repeat mode....Love it!

Please listen to it! I hope somebody will post the romanji and translated lyrics soon..it's so nice....

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3_tWEyKFxXA

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jordin sparks
Thursday, April 17, 2008 ( 2:06 AM )


"God Loves Ugly"

You said that I wasn't pretty
So I just believed you
And you said that I wasn't special
So I lived that way
With critical gazes and brutal amazement
And how my reflection could be so imperfect
With all of my blemishes, how could somebody want me?

[Chorus]
But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me
Whoa, oh

I tried to clean up the outside
All shiny and new
Worked over time to thin up and look right
But inside I knew
That deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
Old ghosts in my corridors
Never get tired of haunting the past that's in me

[Chorus]
But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
Oh god takes ugly
And turns it into to something that is beautiful
Apparently I'm beautiful
Cause you love me

Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
You see everything
Help me believe why you love me
When I know you see
Inside and you still say I'm beautiful

You're telling me I'm beautiful
Your screaming out I'm beautiful
And I'm finding out I'm beautiful
You're making me so beautiful
And I can I'm beautiful
Cause you love me
Whoa, oh
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Jordin Sparks Rocks!!

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rain n colbert
Monday, April 14, 2008 ( 10:20 AM )

Laughs my head off.
Stephen Colbert's feud with koren megastar Rain as "2008 Time Magazine’s 100 Most Influential People" was really silly. But it was interesting, making a parody of Rain's korean mv was hilarious and stupid.

click here to view the video
Tip of the Hat, Wag of the Finger

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personality test
Friday, April 04, 2008 ( 3:46 PM )

Try this.

Carl Jung's personality test. 75 "yes & no" questions
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

I found it quite interesting and quite accurate.
I'm a ISFJ according to Jung, which is some guardian protector personality, which can be seen from my willingness to work long hours and seriousness when it comes to work, being meticulous and detailed. I am really uncomfortable when it comes to leadership positions, i rather be led than to lead. Cos if i lead, i'm gonna go crazy spotting people's mistakes and feel so unhappy telling them about their mistakes, attitudes and blah blah..

Seriously, the mouthful of terms here make me confused.

Read more in detail about the different personality types (16 of them man!) at http://typelogic.com/

Or just click on the link provided after the test result appear to read about ur personality type.

ISTJ - The Duty Fulfillers
ESTJ - The Guardians
ISFJ - The Nurturers
ESFJ - The Caregivers
ISTP - The Mechanics
ESTP - The Doers
ESFP - The Performers
ISFP - The Artists
ENTJ - The Executives
INTJ - The Scientists
ENTP - The Visionaries
INTP - The Thinkers
ENFJ - The Givers
INFJ - The Protectors
ENFP - The Inspirers
INFP - The Idealists

prof com presentation
Thursday, April 03, 2008 ( 10:56 AM )

Haiz. I screwed up prof com presentation big time.
I know I can articulate fluently usually during presentations.
But I just freaked out in the beginning and freaked out towards the ending.
It is by far the worse presentation ever, i know i was shaking from my hands to my legs.
I know I stuttered many times. I'm so dead!!!
CRAP.
I was such a nervous wreck, and it was my 1st time underperforming for a presentation!
I think it had to do with events that occurred the previous night.
Lack of sleep. Lack of rehearsing by myself.
SAD, the chiam tao for Prof Com is just gone after the screwed up presentation.

I can't believe it. I am going to concentrate on my studies from now on.....and say goodbye to all distractions.


---ooo...just got back my prof com evaluation sheet...lucky...i got B+... Haiz, overall B for Prof Com again...it's always lidat...effective com, technical com all B...Suay loh, sorry, I'm gonna remove the songs from my blog for a while, it's too distracting---

cat +zetsubou sensei
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ( 11:32 PM )

Nope, it ain't my cat. It's the resident cat in hall 3c.
Uber cuteness. It's miu miu and it's male.
But i keep thinking its a she.

Was in my friend's room doing prof com project just now, and this cuteness came meowing its way into the room (door open of cos). Then i petted it and played with it.
Funny when it tried to use our slippers as scratch post.
I just went.."EH, baby, NONO..CANNOT!"
It seemed to understand and stopped and looked at you with its clear green eyes.
Able to interpret the message through the tonality, i guess.

His makeshift bed in my friend's room.
SO CUTE!


Hee hee...Snuggled cosily in the bed.

IT IS SO CUTE!!
It sneaked into the room while we were discussing and suddenly,
me and cordelia screamed,
cos miu miu suddenly buah-ed his body against our ankles...
Not used to being buah-ed by cat.
Then when cordelia went crazy speaking indian, thai, msian accent,
and we were laughing our asses off...speaking crazily...
i realised the cat had oredi dozed off really soundly...
Amazed that it has such high tolerance for sound.
Definitely not a light sleeper.
Feline really don't smell as bad as dogs.

I wanted to touch its soft pink paws that were upturned,
but I was scared that I will disturb it from its sleep
and kenna scratched... SO I Resisted!
Not like Abiru san who has accumulated injuries becos of her
animal tail fetish from Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei!
LAUGHS!



Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei (Goodbye, Teacher Despair) is so amazingly brilliant and funny.
DARK Parody of reality but it contains superb brillance and humour.
Highly recommended.
It's running its second season right now.
Zoku Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei.

Apparently, all the characters in the show have their names as pun to their characters.
Itoshiki Nozomu is known as 糸色望 in Kanji. Combine them together?
it's 绝望, in chinese.
He is always thinking of being in despair and wanting to commit suicide.
FReaking funny!

Otonashi MERU is known as 音無し メル in Kanji.
Otonashi means to make no noise, keep quiet.
Meru is the japanese equivalent of email: E-MERU.
Apparently, Meru can't open her mouth and speak, but instead engage in mean spirited bad mouthing emails to insult/SUAN people around her.

Is this enuff to make you hooked?
Maybe not, BUT i love this series.





Hayashi, I'm so sorry. It's not you.
He is Jeaxxxe. and he only wants to be my friend.

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should i love him
( 12:20 AM )


Should I love him?


*Should I love him or not? or not?
1...The worlds we live in
2...What’s important to us
And 3... The way we live
It’s all too different
Who do I love the best? the best?
Somebody tell me
The punishment for crime of loving is not to be loved

It’s so unreasonable
Setting it up so forcefully
The way he does it, I’m all fed up
I can’t forgive him
But I kinda want him to do it
You got me twisted
In so deep
And his mistakes are endless
Feelings and actions so inconsistent
Unless we’re reborn
It’s a pandemonium of love/hate
If we’re just going to repeat it over and over
I want to throw away my name
And meet you all over again…
Should, should, should I…

* repeat

It’s so absurd
What was I chosen?
(God please, gimme a break)
I want to accept it all
But I kinda want to run
It makes me trippin’
In so deep
This body remembers happiness
Sudden kisses I can’t refuse
Don’t cross the line without asking
For once in my life
Be prepared to he don’t know
To take on the whole world

* repeat

What if I am not for you?
One day it will disappear
I really know, but even so
I wanna love him
Yeah, I wanna love him
Baby why don’t we think about it
Talk about it, be about it
Without averting our eyes
Baby why don’t we think about it
Talk about it, be about it
Love, love, love me too

Should, should, should I…
1
Should, should, should I…
2
Should, should, should I…
and 3



* repeat


* repeat



Should I love him or not? or not?

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