welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Sunday, March 30, 2008 ( 12:34 AM )


yikes.
2 weeks to exams and 1 month plus to job seeking.

i'll leave that thought to tomorrow. or the day after.

I was browsing through some girls forum.....and came across this topic

"Ever had thoughts about kissing another girl?"


SOUNDS so interesting...i tot this was amusing

nope, never, but when I was at school (I was at an all girls school), some of the girls went through a sorta bisexual phase - which is apparently quite common in your teenage years when you're trying to find your own identity. at my school there was kissing with tongues and random stuff like licking each others eyeballs, don't ask me why.


WHAT!! LICK EYEBALLS!!!!! HURR HURR!!!
How scary can tt be! Imagine you going blind cos of some bacteria from ur kissing partner's tongue!!!

I had 2 girls make a pass at me in High School, And i did not like it at all!

I have friends that are gay tell me that i am missing out on something wonderful, And that another girl can give you this wonderful feelings that no guy can give you, Only another girl can.
And they tell me that i may like it and i hiding my true feelings and hiding secret crush for another girl

And be afraid that i will start to question my own sexuality and have fantasies for other girls

Not once in my life i never wanted to kiss another girl
SEI BEH funny! side track, If i kiss my mom, does that make me lesbian???????
As if ah..
did a peck on the lips on some girls when I was drunk a while ago ~_~
But it's approved by some friends of mine that girls are better kissers than boys (:
This comment got me thinking...REALLY?
To be honest, I have never entertained that thought until now....and even after doing so, that thought did not appeal to me and honestly, i wouldn't want to kiss any of my girlfriends....

The day if I ever kiss a girl, would be when I turn lesbian and become totally jaded by all the failed bgrs and scumbags whom I have met..

I've been brought up to think that Adam and Eve should be together, and not Adam and Steve or Agnes and Eve. All the objects of my affections were male or some androgynous looking celebrities like Lee Jun Ki, Kim Hee Chul, Miyavi etc etc etc..

Also, I wonder why majority of the people out there are more tolerant of lesbians than gays.....OH, there are many girls who like to read yaoi mangas.....I don't happen to be one of them......and have never read any before.....although I like to oogle at bishounens in anime, I think I will freak out big time if I catch two bishouens making out with each other in real life or in animes! Nippon is really perverted..