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It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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The return of the red eye
Monday, February 11, 2008 ( 11:50 PM )



MY Eyes ARE Bloodshot RED again!







I dunno why, but it seems like my eye whites become really bloodshot with all the blood vessels surfacing and the (eye white) area that is covered by the contact lenses become permanently reddish/pink in colour. Horrible.

WW dun even want to look into my eyes when I talk to him. SO BAD! Cover my eyes with his hands somemore. My roomie gasped in disbelief cos both of my eye whites were REALLY Bloodshot.

I wonder izzit bcos I'm over-straining my eyes by staring at the computer for long hours or izzit bcos of eye sensitivity after exposure to hexavalent chromium in the lab environment where I did the immersion experiments. Or izzit sore eye or izzit infection bcos the contact lenses solution is not suitable for my eyes? I religiously cleaned and rub my contact lenses with saline solution daily. This is the first time I experienced such redness to the extent that I only started feeling slight discomfort only today.

DIE LIAO. Must wear specs le. HAIZ. God, please heal me!