welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Saturday, February 09, 2008 ( 10:35 PM )

Hi there.

Happy Belated Chinese New Year to you!

Glad to be able to take a break during this cny holidays although the thought of undone work is slowly piling up at the back of my mind. I know i'm gonna die when holiday is over, with all the presentations, quizzes, fyp report, assignments coming up. SIAO LIAO.

I have lotsa pple commenting abt my blood-shot eyes lately. Tired. I think my eye whites are turning red very quickly esp when I'm wearing contacts, but I dun feel any pain or blurriness in my vision. SO, it's not Sore eye. My cousin said I look like some zombie in "I'm Legend." What the hell loh.

Prof Butler said
"There are only 3 reasons to explain why you have such blood-shot eyes.
No.1 - Watched too much TV.
No.2 - Drank too much alcohol.
No.3 - Did too much drugs.
I hope it was the first one."

yeah. I "binged" on Anime when I was really stressed up and SUPER not motivated to do my fyp report.

Oh. I've been following the sex scandal of EDC and his gfs/flings. Horrified. Initially, I thought somebody was trying to play tricks on them, by photo shopping celebs' faces on nude bodies by some inconsiderate tricksters who tried to grab the headlines while jeopardizing the celebs' careers. The truth revealed that EDC is a pro at getting into ladies' pants and imo, I think he is a little psycho. Filming sex tapes or taking nude pictures of all his "conquests" is really too psycho, not deleting them and storing them in his laptop which he sent for repair is his own carelessness. There are people out there who really think EDC is zai, and they acknowledge his playboy skills and ability to make so many female A list celebs slp with him. I beg to differ and categorises him as a sex fiend who has a psychology disorder to capture his conquests doing sex acts on him on a regular basis.

Well, if he didn't film them, his sex scandals wouldn't be exposed by "Kira" and periodically leaked online to the extent that the Hong Kong Police and Interpool are unable to do anything about it, except to apprehend innocent people who uploaded the nude pictures.

His insatiable desire to take nude pictures caused a marriage to be called off (bobo chan), a marriage to be on the rocks (cecilia cheung) and loss of job opportunities for himself and others. What is worse is that many of these female celebrities are going to discriminated as cheap whores in the near future, sex scandals are easily overlooked in the west, but not so in the east. Asians aren't that forgiving when such things arises. I totally despise EDC, cos he even dragged his current girlfriend into the sex scandals. His current gf's nude pictures are splashed all over the net, and she is still standing on his side. His dirty past has just caught up with him. What a way to spend CNY. I wonder if he will be safe, esp when vinchy's uncle has connections with the hk triad.

I wouldn't say that EDC is totally at fault here. The other female celebs were willing parties and they knew they were being filmed and their private shows were only for edc's eyes. But I wonder why he had to keep them in some encrypted folder even after he professed that his only love is vinchy. Still entertaining sexual fantasies of other women even when he has vinchy. yucks. pyscho.

I shudder at thought that there are many other men just like EDC (handsome, charming, sweet-talker, addicted to sex, psycho) who are lurking in the outside world waiting to prey on innocent girls.