2pm
Lab tech.
Friday, January 11, 2008 ( 10:01 PM )
HI ALL!
Long time no blog.
Hurr, actually I've been more active @ my LJ blog shop, trying to sell my 2nd hand clothes but to no avail.
Well, we shall see.
I have ideas but no time to implement them.
Today I was really pissed by this particular Lab Technician in my school. I wanted to book the Instron equipment, went down to the lab to check out the dimensions of some critical features that I needed to tally as I had to fit a dolly into the Instron machine. I was talking to my friend who was doing her FYP at the instron machine and this super ZHUAI lab tech came over.
I gave him a weak smile, cos he was looking at me,
then he enquired "Are you in the same FYP as her?"
"No." was my answer.
He gave out a smirk and said "You are going to use the Instron machine? Too late."
"I just dun understand why you FYP students like to start your fyp once the semester start. Other fyp students like her oredi started to collect data since December holidays. We will be running alot of projects on the Instron once school reopens, and you haven't even go through any training. You wldn't be able to make it. You want to use ah? Go tissue engineering lab there loh, use those instron without any training lah." He complained exasperatedly to me, as if I'm some dumb-good-for-nothing-bitch who wants to make more trouble for him.
Wah lau, my fault ah?!? If you all know, the external company I worked with for the fyp, delayed the start of my fyp for 1 entire semester. MY FAULT AH? Wang Ba Dan. I'm trying my best to finish my stuff since start of December. I had to redo cos I messed up one important parameter. WAH LAU! I'm trying my best ok? I'm not a slacker who doesn't care about FYP. I CARE HOR, i care so much that I can't fall aslp sometimes.
The very freaking moment he said that, I felt a rush of different emotions going through me.
Panic. "What!?! How can tt be?"
Worry. "DEN HOW?"
Pessimistic. "FYP die liao."
Sad. "I'm gonna fail, and not graduate with at least a 2nd upper honours."
Anger. "tamade, who are you to say i can't use the instron machine."
I was so angry, that i felt blood rushing to my face, as if steam would come out from my head. (muhahaha) I was so pissed that I wanted to cry. But I controlled my facial expressions and tried to look nonchalant when I replied him.
"the external company started me off late." was all i could manage, trying hard not to break my mask of nonchalantness, and not to cry as I replied him.
"There was another student in the same situation, the company started him late." He tried to smile and walked away.
I get angry easily. But I seldom get so pissed that I want to cry.
I can remember there are only 2 times when I get so angry that I want to cry.
Once was Jermyn, screamed at him and i nearly broke down and cry after my outblast.
Now, is this bastard. I offended you ah. Idiot.
I wouldn't die, I will make it and score wonderfully well for my FYP. you jus wait and see.
Shame on you. So old liao, EQ still so low. Pui.