welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Monday, December 03, 2007 ( 2:19 PM )

Exams are finally over!! phew, managed to mug like a bookworm and i gave my best to study and understand as much as i cld over the past 2 weeks. I'm really quite worn out ( I can see my own dark eye circles) and I had been slp deprived during the last leg of the exams as I had 3 papers in one week. Nearly threw a temper one day before HRM due to lack of slp and other circumstances.

Slp deprived = Grouchy, Irritable

Anyway, It's time to focus on FYP but I'm like, too lazy to bother about it and I dun even want to start doing anything. But I have to. IF not I wldn't be graded well for the interim report. HAIZ. SIAN.

Yesterday I got locked out of my own house after coming back home from town. Gosh, my parents changed the lock pad and didn't give me the new keys. So when I went home yst, I was locked out of the house and my maid was locked inside the house. Goodness gracious me. I thought I was going to die, cos i wanted to eat my dinner and i wanted to bath and use the toilet!
Win oredi loh. I called my dad, his hp was switched off. I kept calling but it kept failing to engage to my dad's hp. So I gave up, meanwhile, my maid (God bless her) cooked me noodles and passed the bowl of noodles to me through the holes of the window grill (ya, it is locked too). Thank goodness for that meal, was really grateful to her for that.

But can you imagine that scenario of me sitting on a plastic chair eating noodles on a table along my unit's corridor. It was really embarrassing for me, cos the elevator was really near me, anybody inside the elevator could peek out and see me. I waited for like 2 hours for my parents to come back, all these while, my dad's hp was switched off and my mum was never IT savvy to begin with. Went around my neighbourhood for a walk, bought some sweets then went back, read a book and smsed and talked on the phone until my mum finally came back.

Man, this hasn't happened to me since secondary sch. haha. Argh..i'm going broke from all that shopping for xmas.