welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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oint
Saturday, October 27, 2007 ( 5:39 PM )

It's definitely been a while since the odex lawsuits uproar. anime-crazed fans discussing and objecting violently abt the underhanded methods of ODEX trying to identify the illegal downloaders of fan-subbed anime series. Friends around me cursed and sweared and prayed hard not to get caught. Even fansubbers uploading their bitorrent anime files onto tokyo toshokan commented: Singaporeans pls do not d/l! It was really upsetting, but i bet many people didn't care.

Anyway, I survived and escaped without having to fork out a single cent for my "illegal" means of obtaining fansubbed animes. PHEW.

I came across this post and it led to the discovery of OINT, a 'new' anime distribution company set up in SINGAPORE. If you are willing, pls go to their website and support them!!! It will be bloody good if you actually understood some of the commonly used japanese lingos in animes.


YAHOO! HERE I COME!!

:OINT WEBSITE:

Here's one singaporean otaku who actually ORGANISED a anti-odex rebellion protest and carried it out in public. YES, in singapore. Read on to find out what he did. I admired his courage, would have participated if I knew abt it eons ago.

Fightooooo!

The makings of ODEX倒す!!1


The makings of ODEX倒す!!2

yuri vs yun noe
Monday, October 22, 2007 ( 11:24 PM )

This is a short snipplet of the korean variety show "X-man". IT's bloody funny, and this game is called "Dangyunhaji" the korean equivalent of "Of Course", where the korean celebrities have to suan each other until one party has used up all his/her wits to rebut. Sometimes, celebrities express their liking for another party, making it really awkward for the other party, but really really interesting to watch.

The korean song that is playing on my blog is the song Yuri was singing to the ever-boyish dbsk's Yunho. Enjoy!!

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Jolin Agent J Movie
Sunday, October 14, 2007 ( 1:27 AM )

Wah..It's been a hectic week.. Not slping enough, studying like mad. That's why I'm going home for the weekend. HOME is the place to relax, watch anime, do fyp. I'm dying i think. Dunno lah. I want to watch anime! I haven't been watching anime regularly, i only watch once or twice a week nowadays. Shucks. Can't be helped lah.

Anyway, here's the 2nd and final part of Jolin's short music flim. HAHA. Quite nice sia.

2nd Part






3rd and final part




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Jolin - Movie 1
Monday, October 08, 2007 ( 1:09 AM )

The first movie to Jolin's music MV flim is out on youtube!

The first movie features Jolin as a cold-blooded assasinate (but very cool and fashionable one too) by the alias J. She is captured by a syndicate to become an assasinate and has her memories of her past erased. Watch the videos to find out what happens to her.

I'm still waiting for the next two short movies to appear. So be PATIENT! Enjoy, the mv is quite touching, although I dunno what the korean actor said [i miss you? So i come to this clock tower everyday hoping to see you?], but just act like you know. HA.





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updates
Thursday, October 04, 2007 ( 11:22 PM )

HELLO!

Hmm..have been so freaking busy that I failed to update my blog regularly. I'm sorry for the lack of updates..but ya..I will pop by every once a week to write something.

Well, I must thank Wei Ling for sending me these two pictures that I took with the girls from RSPID at Aranda Country Club for our RSPID FOC. Nah, I'm too old to participate in FOC games and screaming, and too tired to do anything exciting except talking and eating. So I did what I do best, entertained myself and other seniors and kept my stomach filled with BBQ prawns, chicken wing, bee hoon, hot dogs and mashmallows! Hmm, simple fanfare but I enjoyed the company. Thanks guys, I really miss you guys, cos I've not been going down to CCA lately bcos of quizzes, projects and fyp. Sorry dearies.. I wish I could come down more regularly, PLS forgive me, BUT DUN FORGET ME! I heart you all (esp shiyin, shuching, lucinda)! HAHA.. Shiyin, you actually forgot to pass me my CERT during lunch time!!!

Shu Ching, Lidia, Shiyin, Lucinda!

Yeah Shin Shin, we finally have our own couple picture!

Think I've really put on some weight again. I dunno lah. Stress can still become fat meh? Xiao Kel saw me today and said "EH, ni hao xiang fei le!" AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! The word "FEI" is a taboo to ALL GALS!!!! So sad, nvm lah, I know you guys like me chubby, and not stick thin. Hurr..but I wish I was stick thin. NVM lah. (is this self delusion?)

I just moved into my new hall! Hall 3!! Very happy to get my hall at this time before exams and this hall is just fantastic. New, Clean, and there's the ELEVATOR! I haven't seen my roomie yet, but I have the feeling that she is a very girly, dressy and nice girl. Her side of the room is totally pink, with lotsa plush soft toys, sshh.. I think she has like 10 over hairbands of different designs and colours in her dresser. HURR. My side of the room looks so plain and unglam beside her pinkish side. But I DUN CARE. I'm not the girly type of girl anyways, so heck care lah. At least, I'm quite tidy.

I couldn't slp in hall in the very first night that I moved in, and I felt so lonely, bcos I wasn't used to not hearing all the noises created by my parents at home, fussing over me and my pimpled face.

my mum always asks.."ni yao bu yao zuo green pea mask?"
den i will say "Wo mei you kong zuo mask lah!"
then she says "But it's very good for your pimples! Do lah!"
I will reply "ok lah, but not now.."
mum's silent reply "....."

Okie, I digressed. But I wasn't used to the environment, and not used to NOT having anybody in the room with me. I slpt damn late and ended up tossing and turning in bed for like 1 hour before dozing off. I was damn tired that day and couldn't concentrate properly in lectures cos I wanted to slp the WHOLE day. Anyways, I forced myself to be awake for the whole night studying for quizzes before I concussed like a pig the second night. Great way to get used to slping in a new environment. I had a dream yesterday. I guess it's the subconscious brain at work, internalizing my own fear of being rejected by a crush. It's the second time I'm having this kind of dream. Dun like the aftermath of rejection. I guess nobody does. Haha.

Ok, it's time to go and study! I'm still guilty of online shopping lately. I hope I will stop shopping online soon. I must SAVE up for a rainy day!!! Must go on a Shopping FAST!