welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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bullish shitty now
Thursday, September 20, 2007 ( 12:10 AM )

Hello~

It's been really crazy these few days.

Feeling kinda sian,relieved, tired from everything.

FYP is really very trying for me. Prof asked me to come up with a totally new way of testing for adhesion of the powder coating. I have done so much literature review and there's more to be done. The company that is sponsoring my project, just keeps putting aeroplane on me. For the fourth time, I've been told not to go down to the company on the very day of the appointment that i was scheduled to go down. Dunno why lah. I feel pissed as if i'm unimportant and i planned everything nicely so that i can go down, only to be told not to go down.

I finally got a hall via eht kcabrood. Heh Heh. Dun tell you what it means. But finally, lesser time wasted on travelling. I really miss hall life....yeah....hope my roomie is easy to get along with. Hope i can slp well during my first few days in hall, gonna bring ear plugs in. I realise I have become very sensitive to noise and light, during my last sem's stay in hall. Cldn't really slp very well if there's noise and light in the room. Suddenly bcame a lightsleeper after I moved houses. I guess I became more accustomed to slping in a quiet environment when in the past, I can slp so soundly thru thunderstorms.

Haven't been very disciplined when it comes to studies. I'm very distracted at home by the computer and the internet. I'm always watching animes or lee jun ki's latest drama: Time between Dog and Wolf. I can't really study in front of the computer like last time anymore. I need to be disciplined and stop viewing online shopping blogs. If not I will overspend. Terrible me. Money is hard to earn and so easy to spend. HAIZ. I wish it was the reverse. Live in abudance. I must start going to the library at marine parade to study during weekends and recess week. I must!

Ciaos for now. Time to slp. This sem is really shitty for me. I hope I can do really well for this sem, at least all Bs again pls. I feel bullish shitty now. ROARS. goodnight!