welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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the big unknown.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 ( 9:38 PM )





Translation


Life is important.

"Life is important", such a thing has been said several thousand, tens of thousands of times.

You are important.

If somebody says so, I can live with that alone.

For the sake of tomorrow, start [cherishing ur life] now.

This is a public advertisement.

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I was just minding my own business looking at music pvs on youtube, when I came across this prevention suicide campaign video. I was pretty shocked to know that the Japanese Government has to plead with its citizens NOT to commit suicide through the media. It goes to show how dreadful life has been for the Japanese people, that they choose to commit suicide.

I remembered watching Hard Gay commenting that Mount Fuji has now become a favourite hotspot for people who want to end their lives, and there was this sign at Mount Fuji that wrote to the public not to commit suicide and to cherish their lives and think about how their actions will affect their friends and loved ones.

Izzit the harsh education sch system that is driving the students nuts? Or izzit the sch bullies whom even the teachers in school can't even lay a cane on, driving masses to their graves before alzhemier strikes them at old age? Or izzit bcos the bosses in Japan are all slave drivers that majority of the workforce in Japan have to do OT very frequently? Perphaps insanity was just a few steps ahead of them, and they just lost it at that very moment.

Suicide is not the right way to solve your problems, it is just another foolish way of running away from your problems. Who knows what will happen to you in the netherworld after you commit suicide? Probably, your soul will run into more problems, problems you never anticipated before. The BIG Unknown.