welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Madness
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ( 1:02 AM )

Well well well, it has been a busy week for me. Discussing about subject registrations with would-be-groupmates and getting the right timing is really hard. Tried so hard to rope Kaymong in, but our timetable just clashed like nobody's business.

Woah, I realised i haven't bathed yet, yucks! Rushed back home in boss's 4 wheeled machine from Programmers meeting and immediately switched on the computer to discuss about subject registration stuff. GROSS. きもち悪い!

Lately i have been talking a lot, esp after i took on the tuition job. My kid is alright, just that today he started singing songs and becoming very fidgety and giving me wrong answers to my questions. Hai yo, this boy is already considered a good kid. I had my fair share of horror tuition kids. I think i was Sec 1 and man, my mum's customer tried to con me and my friend into teaching her kids english and maths during our holidays. I mean, i didn't mind esp when i would be paid. But, thinking back, i think was dumb enough to accept her offer of $5 per hour. SHITTY PAY!

The kids were horrendous. 3 kids, 2 boys and 1 girl. The girl was alright, but the little brother was my biggest headache. He and his brother ganged up together and called me "HYENA" maybe lion king was popular back then, and i was the "bad" guy. I think they jus didn't show me the respect i wanted, and maybe it was bcos i was only sec 1 and they were just probably a few years younger than me and just hated tuitions to the core. Whenever i tried to teach the little brother something, he would not cooperate and give me some rubbish and rude answers. NVM, when he got sick and tired of doing his work, he would run into his bedroom and slp. I had to literally get his mother to drag him out of his room and he wouldn't sit down. He just ran around like some mad fella and got lotsa caning and scolding from his mother. I surrendered after a few lessons. Couldn't stand it.

I probably had tuition kid phobia until i finally faced my fears of teaching tuition bcos i was in desperate need of getting a job. I hope my current tuition kid will not make me feel so angry that i dun wan to teach him.

Oh yah, went to check out kian's band at Ai Qing Hai on monday. Kudos to the pianoist and kian, i think the songs they practised really sound great! Good job! Thanks to Pern Ren for the Levi T-shirt, i can wear it, the size is alright just a little too long. haha.