welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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New Year Resolution
Sunday, December 31, 2006 ( 4:02 PM )

Today is the last day of 2006. Here I am sitting in front of the computer screen, all geared up to write/think of my 2007 New Year Resolutions!

Good Bye to all the sadness, failures and let downs of 2006.
Hello to the happiness, success and joys of 2007!

Those who fail to plan, plan to write. So i might as well be more successful and happier if i write down my NEW Year Resolution here..

Academics
3rd year Sem 2 is the sem to score 'A' for my Engineering Core Modules! Cos with no Mecha and Design stream pple to snatch the 'A's away....I think my academic results will level up!
I hope got at least A- for 2 or 3 core modules, den i will very happy le..of cos the rest must be B.

Targeted Score: MP3001 - A, Mp3002 - A, MP3003 - A, MP3011 - A, PE - A
Wut must i do: Study and revise consistently weekly!

Health
Health wise, i wish to lose some weight. I wanna slim down back to 47-49kg, which was my previous weight during year 1. SNIFF, i put on a lot of weight during the past 2 years, so its time to shed off those fats or convert them into muscles.

Wut must i do: Exercise at least 3 times a week. Run or swim every alternative day for at least half an hour (Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday). Can do some light weight lifting with those 2kg dumbells @ home and some pilates @ home, before going out to run/swim. Eat lesser red meat and more vegetables. Eat at least one fruit per day.

Finance
Due to extravagant retail therapy and bdae + xmas gifts giving, I would like to make it up to my poor bank account, by making sure that I put in at least $40 per month during the new sch term.

Wut must i do: Dun bring ATM card out when i am out. Only bring the estimated amount of money that i am expected to spend, to prevent spending more than what is necessary. Talk about shopping fast..heh

Friends and Family
This year, i have managed to reconcile with my parents and our r/s is much better when i decided not to be rude and cold towards them. I hope that this year my r/s with my parents will be better and even though sometimes i still find them irritating and naggy, i must do my best not to snap @ them, be more patient and helpful with them.

Friends wise, i made some good friends and lost some friends in 2006.

To the good friends like Mei Ting, Pern Ren and some pple from my cca, like aveline, shi yin and sherlyn: Thanks for lending me ur precious ears and feeding me advices when i needed them. I love and cherish you!

To the friends whom i have lost or not contacted: Sorry abt not being able to allow our friendship to return to normalcy. I guess things have turned out in such a way that i dun wan to be remembered of the past hurts, so i chose not to keep in contact with you guys. But, still, here's wishing you best of luck in your future endeavours!

Extra
In a bid to make my life in 2007 more fulfilling and interesting (although maybe more mafan), i should do something meaningful and helpful for the IDs in my CCA. That is, help out for the Project Identity 2007. I hope to do my part as a 3rd year senior in RSPID to help raise public awareness of the mentally disabled peeps! At the same time, i can gain experience about organising this kind of public event! This is also to help me take my first step forward to erase my fear of getting responsibilities in this new year! One shldn't be afraid of responsibilities or be fearful that they aren't adequate enuff to carry out a proper job. Conquer all fears and be happy!

Alright! Happy New Year to everybody!