welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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we are the strange
Thursday, October 26, 2006 ( 12:33 AM )

this is crap, but i like

NTU Student Survey
Sunday, October 22, 2006 ( 9:37 PM )

I can't believe NTU students are that funny!!
See this, NTU Student Response to a Prof's lectures.
hilarious!!


ID outing
( 1:47 AM )

Recently, many things happened.
News tt was so shocking tt i flipped.
But after thinking it over,
Some pple just ain't worth the effort.
So, let it go.
I'm not tt small hearted anyway.
God bless them.

Today I went for my ECA volunteers outing! We had pizza dinner @ dhoby ghaut, watched Departed -the english version of infernal affairs-, had bens & jerrys and got a free ride home from the big boss (lau da).. THANKS boss!

Volunteers outing was a success! i enjoyed it, cos i get to catch up with the seniors and know some more freshies, and can cam-whore
But, only me, sherlyn and ashley cam-whoring away at pizza hut..hehehe

Departed was pretty interesting, but since its a remake of infernal affairs, i would say almost 70% of the plot follows the chinese version. The dialouge was good and witty but intonated with tonnes of f*** and many other types of swearing tt is so vulgar to the average singaporean girl (i.e. me). The movie was good, but it lost the style of suaveness and coolness that andy lau and tony leung emitted. I would say thumbs up to departed and give hell alot of stars for infernal affairs..cos i think its the first time a US remake of an asian film can actually make the cut.

Bet you didn't know, the bens and jerry @ the Cathay has a live band..called the illusion..not bad..hahaha..eat alot of ice creams..and first time i realised tt ashley is the type of person who will tear or cry when she laugh too much..amazing...


sisters: lovely sherlyn and ur trulys


ashley & me

camwhoring @ dhoby ghaut's pizza hut

i wonder why i got such small eyes

updates
Sunday, October 15, 2006 ( 10:57 PM )

Time just sped by in a twinkling of an eye, one week passes like nobody's business and I hate to say this, but i haven't started on my IA report, and i haven't been updating my IA logbook regularly as well

Of late, work has been kinda hectic..stuck in the lab for a total of 2/3 days getting experiment results and was actually doing OT until 7pm (i end work officially at 5pm) just trying to churn the report out, even my colleagues were amazed at us IA students doing unusually long OT and often chased us home

Last thursday was a mad day! I went jogging and swimming with bestie @ hougang sports complex..I think it was a bad luck day for me..why?

BCOS:
-I was held up by work as usual and had to delay the appointment timing..haha..i ended up waiting for bestie instead

-i was happily changing into my sports attire when i realised tt i lost my rubber band even though i just put it inside my bag tt very morning...can't tie my hair..luckily the staff @ the complex had those red coloured rubber bands for tying things..

-i didn't know tt after leaving sec sch / JC..i can't pay the student price for the gym entrance fee..bestie and i ran for max 20mins on the treadmill and we left the gym in half an hour..$2.50 for half an hour..SI BEI BO HUA..expensive..next time run in the stadium, FOC & no time limit..just have to mind the haze though

-Ltr when we went swimming, we realised tt the pool was freaking crowded
Add up the fact tt 3 groups of instructors trying to teach their students how to use the float, swim freestyle, swim in their pyjamas and your usual crowd of male swimmers, i cldn't swim in a single lane without getting interrupted or kicked

-The best part of the entire swimming thingy was tt i lost my goggles when me and bestie made a run from the pool to the shower room..bestie and i cldn't find it even though we re-traced our tracks

that was really a mild dosage of bad luck
shuai jiu shi shuai
lucky bor kua tio gui

hossan leong
( 10:43 PM )

Just in case, you haven't heard abt talking cock in parliament..
here it is..live from youtube..enjoy..its damn cock


pian tai san
Friday, October 06, 2006 ( 12:28 AM )

today, i had a freakish phone encounter with an odd man.
I was watching Full Metal Panic in the evening, which is my usual routine after work, and no one was @ home...So, i was in the middle of an exciting episode and was interruptered from a phone call..

hello? may i speak to andrew..this is XXX

he's not at home..he has gone overseas..

which part of the world he has gone to?

china.

can i have a contact number tt i can call to?

(i wasn't sure if he really knew my dad, cos if he knew my dad...he will call his HP)
no, i dunno any number

who is this? how are u related to andrew?

his daughter

oh, i must have seen you den, in church of singapore...i went there with ur dad

haha..no, i dun go to COS.

u dun go to church with your parents? den where do you go?

City Harvest Church

where is that? how to get there?

blah blah blah
(means instructions not tt main pt)

why City harvest church?

cos its charismatic, lively and fun

can you elaborate on charismatic?

blah blah blah...

oh..so how's ur walk with GOD?

not so good, i'm lukewarm

oh my, tell me why you're lukewarm, and how old are you? what is ur name?

(huh? dun talk to me like u're my friend when i'm jus a stranger to you)
after a long pause,
my mind went thru many thought processes and finally answered
call me miss teo and i'm 18-19 yrs old and
er, i dun wan to tell you, cos this is really some private stuff.

why? tell me...you mus...ur reply can help many other youngsters with their lives...you know, you are at a very dangerous age of your life...your flesh will respond to ur mind @ ur age, while @ my age (40+), my mind will respond to my flesh...do you know wut i'm saying?

er..yes..kinda...but i dun wan to say...

(anyway, as time passes, i was getting kind of scared...bcos some old jijisan was trying to get me to talk abt my personal life to him...and i dun even know him...and he suddenly begun to talk in a ghostly manner...trying to achieve some GODLY effect)

jus treat this like a survey, if you must, and when u say u're lukewarm, it means u're going to hell...and no matter how pple rebuke u, beat u, persuade u, it doesn't change the fact tt u're still going to hell..why dun u treat me like a spirit...a spirit who u dunno and wants to help u?

tt's a very scary idea....hahaha

(and he continues to badger me with.."tell me...nonono..tell me")

finally, lau niang cannot take it anymore...

i'm very very scared...and i really dun wan to tell you abt my personal stuff..er...i got a incoming call and i gotta take it...

can i call you ltr?

no, dun..i dun wan you to call me..ya...okie..goodbye



hurr.......scared the hell out of me...anyway i was freaked out...but FMP was awaiting me..so i went back to view it anyways...and my dad called me...and i verified with him whether he knew tt guy who called...and daddy said,"izzit the talk weird weird guy? dun bother abt him, eh, my flight to china is delayed.."

To prevent tt weird jijisan from harrassing me any further, i hung up the phone, took it off its cradle..ltr after 2 hours, i put the phone back..thinking tt jijisan wld have gave up on his "mission" to preach and harrass me..but i was wrong..he called again..and i was thinking whether it was him or my dad...and i didn't want to miss any calls from my dad..so i picked it up

hello? this is XXX, andrew's friend..andrew called me earlier on to inform me tt his flight was delayed...did he tell you anything after that?

NO.

can i have changi airport's number?

i dun have it, why dun u check out the internet urself? okie..bye`


DAMN...freaked me out like mad...he spoke in such a weird ghostly manner...and i was seriously spooked out...i hope its not some pian tai stalker...who harrass me using the phone and ltr stalk me when i go to work...hurr..

updates
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ( 7:52 PM )


Xiao Ling & Xiao Qian


Xiao Ling & Xiao Dia


Xiao Dia & Xiao Qian

These girlies are from my IA gang in Motorola...we all have nicknames starting with "xiao"...Dingguo bcame xiao guo, Liling bcame xiao ling, lidia became xiao dia, chieng ying became xiao qian..hahaha...all the "xiao xiao"s unite~

I have been sick with flu and fever last week..it all started bcos i ate 3 tau sa pia while watching the super duper funny and lame anime -Azumanga Daioh-
That very night, i felt my throat hurt and nose run...when i woke up the next day, i was practically sneezing and liu pi ti~ing in the lab, in the office, in the toilet, in the foodcourt and i still went to WSC senior appreciation dinner @ harbourfront after work...and i delayed in going to the doctors until the very next day..and took MC for the following day...

slacking @ home, napping as and when you feel tired...is shiok...i watched so many episodes of blood+ tt very afternoon...

sometimes i dunno why i keep watching anime or reading books...maybe its my way of escaping into another world of my own, to keep myself happy and forget about all the unhappy events tt occurred in the recent 2~3 months...another reason is to prevent my from regretting about my impulse decisions...and to tell myself to grow up and be independent..

well, wadever...life still goes on...