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It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Sunday, July 09, 2006 ( 10:30 PM )

WOOTS...time really flew by me without me realising...that tmr is my first day @ work..@ motorola...nervous lehz..scared can't slp @ night..die haven't iron clothes yet!!!

Went to CHC to attend church service, and i was amazed or rather blown away all over again..I was surprised that i wept in the service bcos of the msg that rev robb preached..since the moment i left CHC back when i was in NTU yr 1, i told myself..i will nv go to church or believe in God anymore...and the past 2 years saw me telling the pple around me that i'm over CHURCH..and GOD...and that i'm not gonna believe in God's preaching anymore..and i dun wanna listen to what He has to say...and i chose to be ignorant about certain things that i knew weren't right in my life...and i made sure i nv touch holy communion whenever i was in church...today...I was touched or rather convicted by His word once again...i dunno what to say...and i dunno what i will do...

Anyway, after church, i went out with YS and XH to town and walked around in the humid and yet rainy weather...i bought a pair of new shoes for IA..and both me n XH tot they were pretty nice (girlish)...I spent an estimated $200 on clothes and stuff for IA...heart pain...hope my bank account will be richer when my 1st pay comes...and hopefully i will be able to treat my dear dear to dinner!!