welcome

It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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peg
Friday, July 28, 2006 ( 12:34 AM )

29 Jul 2006..is a very impt day for someone close to me heart (can hear the thump of my heart?) And that person is none other than PEGGIE aka FAITH...muacks! Its her bdae!!

Peg & Lid

personal msg to peg: Gal, wish you grow spiritually stronger and all the best in the area of love (go johnny go), Do well for your O's !! Glorify GOD in your own special way!! Finally, you're gonna be 18, blossom into a beautiful young gal...Still remember the times when we spent together in E175, when you were young, impulsive and bad tempered! haha, still remember the day when me n miss ho went to your house in yishun to look for you, cos you MIA, dun wanna pick up our calls...Den kenna scolded by you for the surprise visit @ your home!! anyway, you have changed..and a changed lady is a charming lady..muacks

Ltr i had dinner with dearest gal, peg..met up to celebrate her bdae two days earlier..it was so fun...had our girl-talk about wadever that was close to our hearts..and we shopped part of suntec after dinner & girl-talk @ kenny rogers
Shopping bonds the sisters together and hee, i bought a couple of things for myself, Quackie and peg...think i have to control my spending, if not i wldn't have enuff to eat by the end of next month...managed to squeeze a little time out for piggy boy after shopping...feeling kinda happy in this r/s now...yup...okie..that's all i wanna reveal for today! goodbye

shoes
Sunday, July 09, 2006 ( 10:30 PM )

WOOTS...time really flew by me without me realising...that tmr is my first day @ work..@ motorola...nervous lehz..scared can't slp @ night..die haven't iron clothes yet!!!

Went to CHC to attend church service, and i was amazed or rather blown away all over again..I was surprised that i wept in the service bcos of the msg that rev robb preached..since the moment i left CHC back when i was in NTU yr 1, i told myself..i will nv go to church or believe in God anymore...and the past 2 years saw me telling the pple around me that i'm over CHURCH..and GOD...and that i'm not gonna believe in God's preaching anymore..and i dun wanna listen to what He has to say...and i chose to be ignorant about certain things that i knew weren't right in my life...and i made sure i nv touch holy communion whenever i was in church...today...I was touched or rather convicted by His word once again...i dunno what to say...and i dunno what i will do...

Anyway, after church, i went out with YS and XH to town and walked around in the humid and yet rainy weather...i bought a pair of new shoes for IA..and both me n XH tot they were pretty nice (girlish)...I spent an estimated $200 on clothes and stuff for IA...heart pain...hope my bank account will be richer when my 1st pay comes...and hopefully i will be able to treat my dear dear to dinner!!

cocolee's reflection
Saturday, July 08, 2006 ( 3:40 AM )

Coco Lee
Reflection

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday it's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think How we feel
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

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