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It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips
and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
WINTER SLEEP



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Thursday, May 18, 2006 ( 10:09 PM )

updates

This year's june holidays aren't really called holidays...bcos of the 5 weeks EID...holidays are no longer holidays...when u have to rush a prototype of the device the group is gonna design n produced (by outsource company) and the biz plan for the prototype...I tot i was over marketing module, but it came back to haunt me in another facade=EID

Nonetheless, we mus learn to enjoy ourselves before the-not-so-holidays end in a blinking of an eye!! oh, i was happily slacking on a lazy monday afternoon when mei ting told me over msn that qi xiang saw my name for the IA interview results for motorola!! I was whooping for joy and typing nonsense into the msn window. My folks @ home were cheering for me, cos if i got into some ulu company in jurong for IA, i will have to stay in hall...They were damn relieved tt i dun have to stay in hall...

Stayin in hall is good experience...it taught me to be independent, to learn to take care of myself, and i relished the tremendous amount of freedom i had when i stayed in hall..no need to be afraid of going out late and reaching home late...no interrogrations about where you went, who you went out with...female or male...how many males...see, i have protective folks...and i dun like tt...cos after living in hall, i dun have to be accountable to them for a while, and perhaps i was more self-absorbed and didn't think much of my folks...and tt caused a drift in my relationship with them, esp with my mum, whom i used to be able to communicate very well before uni days

Anyways, back to the holidays part, i had a ball of time catching up with my jc classmates last saturday night...Melvin's mum cooked so much delicious food tt i was telling her she should open a restaurant...good food, the jc pple had a great time catching up and melvin managed to grab hold of wahyu, our indonesian classmate who was stopping by singapore for 2 days, enroute to indonesian for his summer vacations...took lotsa of funny pics...will post it up ltr when i get the pics..


and enjoyed myself thoroughly when i went to Kbox with meiting, patrick, yi wei, hui ching, jojo and jonathan on tuesday...patrick surprised me by singing tank's song...so bloody high, he oso can reach and not to mention mei ting, woah, can sing hokkien song sia...jojo and hui ching have good voices, hui ching can imitate ah mei with her low and husky voice of hers...haha...i always kinda admire pple who can sing lower keys...cos i have a high-pitch voice...which dear dear describes as babyish..so its not very nice to listen to when i'm trying to sing to wong lee hom's lastest love ballads...haha...

Actually..i seriously think that kbox should do something about getting authentic english mtvs for the KTV sessions...the ang moh mtvs @ kbox are fake and u're singing and halfway, there is this stupid dog running across the screen and some ang moh woman parading in the streets...boring

Mei Ting and Me


This pic was taken by mei ting, when i was engrossed in singing

Andrew was tellin me about the ktvs in JB, that their english mtvs are authentic and very up-to-date and so much cheaper, and the mic are clearer and the rooms are much cleaner than the ones in singapore...Step into a KTV lounge in JB, and you will nv want to go back to the ones in Singapore...

hahaha...think Kbox should improve its mics, provide authentic english mvs and improve on the programs that load and play the mvs...cos there were a couple of times when the mvs hanged halfway when we were singing...(and i bet, we ain't the only ones who experience such technical problem)...its terrible u noe...